Losing and finding

low point

This year wasn’t a good year for my family most especially to my parents particularly to my mom. This year, they’ve lost their daughter and I've lost my only sister. It’s just almost 8 months ago when she passed away because of Guillain-Barré syndrome. Until now I can’t believed that we’ve already visited her in the cemetery, we used to be together visiting our grandparents and aunties and in one glimpse she’s now included.

Then this coming December 15 supposed to be her 20th birthday, the first birthday and first Christmas without her for sure there will be a crying session in the house. Because of her sudden lost my life really change, I can’t believe that now being “the only child” wasn’t good after all when all my life I used to have a sister. I never thought that I would cry that hard on her because were never been so close actually we used to fight and have misunderstanding but now i missed her so much "wala na kasi akong kaaway". Up to now I have this feeling that she's still coming back because still alive in me.


high point

In the contrary even I experienced the roller coaster ride of emotions this year I still been blessed because I had the chance to meet a lot of people who help me to be happy even without their knowing. I'm very grateful to the Cris-Crossers Family and the Pastor Family because they became a big part of my life, they really keep me insane and do things like crazy.haha I really love them so much. Thanks to all the people I met this year wish to keep you guys all forever and for my kada I missed you guys see you real soon.

Hope to have a much better year ahead and happy birthday to me by next month.